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So last night Nassir, Anas, Abdul, Farhad, and me went to an arabic club in LA.  We had fun, and Abdul was selected as the one to drive back because we were all sleepy.  So I sat in the back in the middle, since I'm the smallest....  Well Farhad's hand ended up under me, and I told him sorry cause I thought I sat on his hand, and when I tried to lift up so he could remove it, he pushed me back down, pulled back my g-string, and well, you know.........

As my boyfriend was driving my car, and his brother was next to me!

I didn't know what to do, I didn't even know he liked me like.........that.  And all I could think about was how was I going to remove his hand without the guys knowing and without insulting him.  So I tried to make everyone focus on him so he would lose his nerve.....well, he didn't, he just did it harder.   And I know it's bad to say, but I was kinda amazed he had the nerve to do it.  And I'm not mad about it, I'm like confused.  I feel like I cheated on Abdul, and I think I did....

And now I can't even look Fahad in the eyes, cause I know that he wants to......with me...

I dunno, and now I'm really nervous cause I asked Anas if he knew if Abdul's friends had a crush on me, and he told me everyone has a crush on me....so now I'm super nervous.........

I dunno.......


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Jun. 16th, 2007 12:06 am (UTC)
Tiffany, are you serious? A man (and I don't care WHO he is) goes there without permission, and you just let it happen? If anyone had done that to me (and it wasn't wanted), then I would have told him to get his fucking hands off me and embarrass him as much as possible. No man has the right to violate you like that without some kind of invitation.

This may be an unwanted opinion, but I just feel like I have to say it. You need to stand up for yourself and not let these men treat you like you're some kind of pet that they can play with whenever they want. You belong to yourself, and you shouldn't have to be the victim of their inability to control their own feelings, even if they're totally in love with you! You're not obligated to let them cop a feel just because they like you and you're with someone else. Too fucking bad for them. He had NO RIGHT to do that to you. And personally, I would have slapped the hell out of him, even if he was my boyfriend's best friend.

This may seem harsh, but I couldn't believe what I was reading! You are so much stronger than that!
Jun. 16th, 2007 12:19 am (UTC)
Yeah, but that's the thing, had I not been dating my bf, I wouldn't have minded cause I use to have a crush on him. That's why I feel gulity, like I cheated on Abdul or something...
Jun. 16th, 2007 11:14 am (UTC)
Well, I dunno then. Since you didn't stop him, I guess you did kinda sorta cheat... But it wasn't like you participated, you know.

But still, the fact that he tried something like that with your boyfriend IN THE CAR, I still would have slapped him. That's just audacious.
Jun. 16th, 2007 05:04 pm (UTC)
Enjoy your life, Tiff. If you wanna be with Farhad - be with him. If you wanna cheat - cheat then :-))) I can imagine how provokingly exciting this situation was :-)
Jun. 21st, 2007 12:22 am (UTC)
I think that is cheating, and if you don't like being cheated on then you should not do it to Abdul. By the way, I cannot understand how you let that happen! clearly he just wants you for one thing. So why not feel insulted? even if you have a crush on him that is way beyond the norm to take it and say nothing.
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